Journal 2005

Well things didnt go threw at merivale...but thats ok because we got a better place for cheaper on carling. At this place we are walking distance to everything we need! My braided extention are gone :(... they were falling out so i had to take them out. Steve and i move into our new place on the 15th...a week today.. anyways thats about it

OI! ok steve and i have desided on taking the big bedroom at merivale manner! We already gave them our money, we just gotta wait and see if they allow his mom to co-sign for us. Hopefully everything goes threw. I have my braided extentions, yay! I think they look good, I have had alot of ppl at work comment on how much they like it. I got a new piercing 2 weeks ago its called a snug, its the thing in the middle of your ear that sticks out.... k ya you might not understand what i mean by that..i will try and get a pic of it and post it to show what i mean. I also got a new tattoo last friday, it says UNITY and its on the back of my neck.. I fucking love the word UNITy its such a powerful, and meaning full word. Carp fair was fun. We went on like 2 rides. Which was cool. I saw soo many ppl that i havent seen in a long time. including my cousin lacey! Steve bought me a promises ring, its an irish wedding ring and the symbols on it stand for, with my hands i give you my heart and crown you my queen. Its cute.. well ya thats about it

OI! Steve and I found a rather nice place that are thinking of taking steve jsut has to go look at the big 1 bedroom before we finally desided on it. its $749, and we only have to pay last months rent the first month is free. Over the weekend I dyed my hair back blonde. I am going to get emma to put braided extentions in my hair, black ones. And i cut her hair, well trimmed it.. its not bad for my first time. fuck yesturday I walked from queen and bank to a few blocks up from isabella and bank. Its like a 30min walk. Just to get steve his dreadlock wax. Well what happened was i was at 81 bank and i thought the place was 395 bank so i thought it wouldnt be that bad of a walk. Well i get to 395 bank and its not the place so i walk up one block to a payphone look up the place and see that it says 593 bank i was like, you gotta be fucking kidding me. SInce i was already over half way there i walked the rest and took a bus back.All I told steve is that he better fucking love me. Which i think he does...i hope. Well Im sick with a stupid cold. I havent had one in almost 2 years. I hate it...well ya thats all teh time i got.. CARP FAIR this weekend..soo going.

OI! Well right now I'm sitting at my sisters. Steve and i are going soon to look at 3 apartments maybe 4. Hopefully we find something we like and that they are total dicks like the chick at fisher. I dont think i wrote about what happened with that. Well we told her we were going to take the apartment that i was coming over with the money, when i got there she said that someone else took it and that she didnt recieve my call about me bring the money. Oh well shit happens i guess. There isnt much else new... OoOo go check out the horoscope page they are funny... anyways see ya

oi! sorry that its been awhile.. I just started a new job last tuesday (sept6) . Its alright but so far my hours have been crappy. Last weekend steve, emma, adam and i hung out, it was fun. and on the friday emma, steve and i went to lizs house for her party, it was pretty fun. Well it looks like steve and i have to wait until nov to move in together, which sucks because i wanted it to be sooner. Anyways thats about it for now... see ya

OI! k well for the last 2 weeks i have been working at the light house down here in the bay, its not soo bad it basically just extra cash right now. I start a new full time job next tuesday woo... which means i am one step closer to moving out! YES!! the only down side is that its 7am-3pm..not too happy on the hours but it'll do. I'll be working in a kitchen preparing food. I went to joe and seans place with steve saturday night. It was fun, I got to wear a kick ass hat...its lepeard print and a cowboy hat...or as emma says it looks like a strippers hat...meh. I saw my tattoo guy... which means i am soon getting another tattoo..I'm getting another star done but on the other side...and for all of those who say my tat is emo... FUCK YOU! i found out its meaning...in "punk world" it means anti-racism.... so HA!... I'm chilling at my dads...I got to see my baby...anyways thats about it...I'm off see ya

holy shit its been a long ass time! sorry about that, I had a virus on my computer and had to get it re-formatted... Well I'm still going out with steve its been a very fun and amazing 7 months so far. Love him to death. As soom as I get a job we are moving out together hopfully into Fisher estate... I have met and become friends with 2 new people who work wwith emma and steve at ipso's... their names are Joe and Sean.. They are pretty cool.. hmm what else is new.....I saw good charlotte in concert a few weeks ago... it was awesome! I have to get my nipple re-pierced for a 3rd time... it started to reject.. stupid piercing! Well I gotta go See ya

OI! The riptides KICK ASS!!! it was an awesome show! but saddly we had to leave early to catch a our last bus back home...right in the middle of the riptides playing too. I got the sweater by them that i have been wanting for almost 2 years! Ooo steves massive cake was awesome! it even tasted good... we ended up taking forks and just eating out of the pan. I got new sandals last week and my first day having them and wearing them i fell off a bus(my reaction "omg i just fell") banged my knee pretty good...it was bleeding. and steve laughed at me :( stupid jerk..love you babe.... also at the show some guy flew out of the mosh pit and stepped on my ankle/foot... I thought my toe was broken, but its fine. Today at work it was crazy busy. i had soo much crap that needed to be done by the end of the night.. ugh i dont wanna work tomorrow, or on wed. ya ya i complain...deal with it :) anywho i should go get some sleep...i just wanted to write a few things.... just so i dont do what i did last time and not write anything for like a month

Fuck its been a long time.... ya i've been busy spending time with steve, friends, the cue, and work. Well nothings changed with work, i still hate it. Steve and I are still going out (YAY). I got my fucking G1!! took me long enough i know. its steve birthday tomorrow...I'm making him a massive cake! its going to be awesome and as a joke i'm putting happy 30th birthday on it. its a joke, and i know he'll laugh. I might be moving out...hopefully it goes well and i can. ooo the riptides are playing this staurday! I'M SOOO GOING!!! well i cant think of anything else to say and i'm bloody tired so until next time....

ya i didnt finish the entry below...and its been a long ass time since i wrote on here...my bad.. well whats new, well i'm 19 woooo and for my birfday emma,steve,john and i hung out in a hotel room...it was fun. Steve got me a dimond necklace for me...i was all shocked. On my birfday steve came with me and my parents to dinner.. hmm theres alot thats happen in the last while somethings i cant talk about and would rather not have to hear about them anymore then i already do. so lets focus on the fun stuff.... i spent thrusday night at johns it was fun. steve came over there too.... then i spent friday and saturday with steve...sunday i worked then spent a few hours with steve and emma trying to get a sterio into emmas car, which by teh way still isnt in yet...then steve had easter dinner at my house then he and i went to my sisters new place...that was fun..umm monday night went to the cue same as tuesday and wed. ooo last night which was wed i did 13 shots at the cue... i knwo its not alot and i wished i had done more but it was still fun... an dnow its thrusday and i'm bored outta my freaking mind..i hate my house.... well ya i'm off to do some other upgrading on my site

oi... well hmm whats happened this week, well like always i went to the cue a few times. umm i worked... and ya thats about all i did until friday. Friday ian called me at like 2pm and then gave me an hour to get ready before he came and got me...we went to his ice shack and drank with his parents...it was fun. we also took the car for some drifting and stuff. Ian got pretty tanked it was hilarious. later eric came down and we did a little bit of off roading in his jeep. then i went to john's...i didnt really drink..and all i can say about the rest of the night is it was interseting ...and the best part was when john woke and was still drunk and asked me where ian and emma were and then where his keys were. Saturday i spent most of my time awake with steve....it was awesome....well spenting time with steve in general is awesome...i love my steve. and well today i worked....oh how fun that was

shit its been awhile, all i can say is my bad. Well i've been working and hanging out at the cue...like always. aww it was mikes last day at timmys on tuesday i think...anyways we made him a we'll miss you cake. and he gave us soup and sandwiches. it was great. oooo emma and i went into a ditch the other night.... this is how the story goes, some guy on the other side of the road surved so the guy behind him tapped the brakes hit black ice and went onto our side of the road, so emma surved hit black ice did a 360 and fell into the ditch and we were a foot away from a fence...oh ya. I get to dye emmas hair today, hehe its going to be fun. haha the other night john and steve were throwing muffins and donuts onto emmas car and the road its one of those you had to be there and if you were you would of laughed your ass off. wel ya thats about it...oooo 13 days until my birfday and mine and steves 2 months...

Hello all. hmm whats happened since i last wrote on here... well steve and i spent all night together thrusday night into friday. It was awesome. aww i love him. Ooo i went to bantings coffee house and saw soo many ppl i havent seen in along time. like lacey, mike, lou and lil'sarah. It was awesome. Last night I went to see an ottawa band called A Legand Falls. It was awesome too. I had like 2 hours of sleep max before i went to work. Thankfully i was pretty awake at work and it was busy. Aww i have to work tomorrow and then again on tuesday then on thrusday..i dont wanna. Ugh i cant wait to get paid... Im sooo broke. I have like 20-30 dollars max to last me until next monday. well ya thats about it

ewww look its a gross color. well like always i spent almost all my time at the cue. i spent the night at meghans last wed, and thrusday i almost got screwed on a ride home, but steve found me one. aww i love him, hes great. ooo it was one month for us on saturday. yay. my stupid shift button is broken. it sucks. i got paid today, good ol money. cant live with it cant live without it. i went to a mini party over the weekend it was fun, all but when john had mylegs in a lock and bit me. jerk. lol i still love ya john. well ya i do beleave thats it... so ya im off see ya

OI! well Steve bought me this really cute teddy bear and a rose for v-day...i got pissed at him before i even open it. Just b/c i told him not to get me anything. But i love what he got me.... So ya deb's house was tons of fun. Tuesday I had to work. oooo... It wasnt so bad. Wed (which was last night) I stayed at megans, and i'm actual still there.... we're going to the cock and bull soon.... seriously i just need a smoke..... but ya i should go see ya laterz

OI! how goes it? hopefully good. Friday night I hung out at the cue it was fun well all until john missed his bus and we had to wait until like 5 am in the fucking morning for his next one, love ya john but i only got 2hours of sleep before work. I was soo dead! Then last night Emma, john, steve and I went to see "Hide and Seek"...k honestly i thought it was a pretty good movie, but thats just what i think. Now for today well the fun today just hasnt begun yet. It was my brothers birthday yesturday and its my sisters tomorrow. So I'm hanging at my sisters waiting for steve to get off work. My fish has a growth on its head its sooo gross! I even took a picture... They're all going to die anyways. But ya I'm off see ya

Fuck its been a long time!! I threw emma a surprise birfday party, it was awesome! Even though there was only 4 of us it still kicked ass! Ian bought fireworks...with them we almost lit Ian and steves coat on fire. I've been spenting alot of time at the cue and with my b/f(who by the way is amazingly awesome!) I think about a week ago Emma, ian, papa georgy O and I met these 2 guys, one was very drunk and the other was really cool, well they were both cool. One of them was hitting on me, it was kinda gross just b/c he's like 33. Last thrusday i went with meghan and steve(my b/f) to this bar called the cock and bull... people singing while they are drunk is hilarious! umm friday i hung out at the cue... same as for saturday and sunday and last night. I got about 5 hours of sleep or less on thrusday, friday and saturday night, which wasnt cool b/c now i am sick with a cold. OoOo I got my thrid tattoo yesturday! At the moment it looks kinda gross..but hopefully it'll clear up in a day or two and look better. Hmm I dont beleave i have anything else to say, so I'm off

OI! k i got like 5mins max to write all that has happen in the last few days...well thrusday/friday I spent with my b/f it was awesome! We found a whole new meaning to hangman....hehe. We spent about 8hours in timmys.... and we saw a movie...well we didnt actual watch the movie... OOOO at walmart we found a doll that looks liek papa georgy O, shaved eyebrows and all!! its fucking hilarious! Saturday i went to a party with my b/f, meghan, and this guy named jessie (hes hilarious!) Then afterwards my b/f and i went to my sisters....I smoked a joint and of course i woke up with a fucking sore throat! ugh.... But its doing better now... Deb and dave wouldnt let me sleep the jerks! Sunday i didnt get home until 9ish 10....i think.... Monday i ummmm hung out with ian and emma then went to the cue.... tuesday emma and i went out to timmys and saw oen of my ex's it was weird b/c he and i were on a non-talking thing and he sat and talked to us for about an hour.... then today well the fun of today hasn't begun yet.... so ya i do beleave i covered everything...g2g see ya kiddy's laters

OI!!! WOOO I'm going out with the guy i like!!! YAY! I'm soo happy! My first day of work was last night...it was umm boring, but its a job. I can live with it....aww other then one little thing i had soo much fun at the cue. Gimpy is funny! We had a club but now its no longer a club. aww... Hehe steve, gimpy and emma had this giant snow fight it was great...other then the fact that it was cold. Ooo liz came out and play pool with us, it was a little weird since i havent really hung out with her for a year. but ya i should go

LAST NIGHT WAS AWESOME! woooo...Well i saw the guy i liked again...aww hes so cute. He's living at a friends b/c he got kicked outta his house and she asked him when he wanted to go home and he said never. And he kissed me 3 times wooo. YA i know i sound like a little 12 year old girl, but oh well. I like being happy! Anywhos hmm what else went down that right, oh eric parked his car up on a hill (one of thsoe you had to be there things). Ian had a whole jug of this fruity juice and later that night his farts smelled like it, it was funny! So ya we ended up staying out until 5:30am...ugh i only got 6 hours os sleep....but for some reason i'm wide awake. I lost my pool groove :(. meh..... well ya thats it see ya

woo! I had an awesome night! First off emma and i picked up a friend and took him with us to the cue. At the cue we saw gimpy (the jerk tryed to pick my nose 3 times! and slaped my ass a few times). We played about 2 games there then left and went to bayshore then to timmys then back to the cue. When we got back to the cue i saw this guy i like, I got his number! WOOOO!!!! and before he left he gave me a kiss (sooo made my night!). After that we played some more pool which was fun! I swear my ass was grabbed more tonight then any other time. awww i miss my cell...anyhow i cant really speak of the other things that happened tonight so I'm off

Well I've had an interseting last 2 days..... Last night emma and I went to broken cue (as always). We ended up talking to these 2 guys, one we had met before the other we haded. Later when we were driving to timmys we saw them walking down the road so we offered them a ride...we ended up hanging out with them until 3:30am...but it was fun! We learned this new song/game called "Orgys make the world go round". OoOo and we hit a shopping cart or two with emmas car, I dunno why but it was really funny! OoOo theres this guy that i think is hot and i sorta like.... and emma saw him at timmys and he asked her for my phone number....I try not to think anything of it...but its hard not to.. Now for tonight. Emma, Ian, Eric and I hung out at the cue for abit, it was hilarious eric was soo drunk and Ian was pretended to hit him, then emma started to do it and she ended up hitting him in the face. I soo kicked emma's an dian's ass in pool. We played teams, it was emma and ian against eric and i.. I got at first got 2 in, then eric got one, then i got 4, and then on my final shot i got the 8-ball in. It was bloody awesome! Then after the cue we went and got some mad air behind loebs then went back to Eric's and played some more pool for free. Then Emma, ian and i went and picked up another friend and we went back to ians ice shack where we blew up to lighters and did an awesome donut! Oh ya the lats 2 days have been awesome!!

OI OI OI!! How goes it all? Hopefully good....Well as you can see I have 2 journal pages....Basical the other is just all what i wrote during 2004..... so ya.... The last 2 days have been awesome! Emma and I have been hanging out with a friend of ours until like 6am and 8am. All we did really was play pool at the broken cue, then went to timmys and just talked. I stole steves ring hehe. Hmmm what else has happened...Ooo i've been playing my bass alot. And i got a new jackot and 3 new fish. Their names are Toast the second (toast died thats why this one is toast the second), packman, and squeak. Well ya other then me shoveling snow thats all i can think of that has happened

HELLO!!! Alrighty first i shall talk about my christmas...I GOT A BASS GUITAR!! WOOOOOOO!!!! my bass came with a stand, case, tuner, and a amp. I love it soo much! I also got season 3 of family, season 4 of south park, a few movies, sponge bob comforter and blanket, a dream book, and a few other little things. So ya christmas kicked ass!! For the last few days I've been hanging out with friend, and my cousin jill who came down for a few days. I hung out with brandon while he was down at his dads (thats was cool). Ooo and i saw someone i haven't seen in awhile and we went what is called "bahhaing" (seriously i dunno) basical it was us in a jeep going back roading. We got stuck once.. Ooo last night kicked serious ASS! Emma and I drank it was awesome! and we had fireworks...Ian and angela came down to my mom's for awhile. Ian brought some fireworks with him too...but ya thats about it!